FH is ♥

3 days.

2011-08-14T21:39:00.000-07:00

12AUG11,Friday

6 marks gone just like that,disappointed w myself.!!
Bye to Distinction ):

13AUG11,SAT

Itinerary changed when i woke up,not really a good start.
Hope my love understand my planning is all done for her,
bringing her to do things she like,makan things she like and all.

Movie marathon w love.
Watched "zookeeper" and then "wu xia".
Day before watched "rise of planet ape",
in e end,i watched 2 monkey shows in 2 days,nb haha!!
**Sidenote:GV popcorn CMI,lemon tea also CMI.
Agreed by both of us,seats small also.
Bo bian thats why go GV de.

For popcorn lovers,Shaw is the Best but Cathay is not too bad as well.
Hot & sweet.

TBC on Thai food dinner.

End of FYP

2011-08-08T09:45:00.001-07:00

Feeling quite empty right now,suppose to be happy coz its over but yet unable to do so.
Dont really know what to do or should i say dont really feel like doing anything right now,
just feel like chilling.

Really love my grandma,felt so bad that becoz of projects,have not been visiting her.
finally got the chance to do so today.so sweet of her , just becoz i come,
she prepared 8 dishes w rice specially for me ;)

Will definitely miss proj times w my bro & the sleepless nights at his hse chionging projects,
really appreciate your help whenever i need it! from lil things such as improving my eng be it report or presentation to bigger things such as helping me in times of trouble!

Still..disappointed with myself for today.Learnt alot too.i hope i come back stronger next time!
Goodnighte!

to you,bloody bitch,slap you you die,kan le bei si.dont know still act 1 know,damn angrybird.chao,dont help nvm,still play sabo,kao eh.complain here ,complain there .know nothing but complain.if i suck,then u have no where to stand liao.u do it for the sake of doing,doesnt mean everyone in the world also follow suit.so please be more considerate in ur action or be responsible for ur own consequences.stop acting like we owe you money,dont say other things,where are my $18.i think i just treat it that i donate to charity better,take liao later bad karma,sia suay.cant stand you,bo wei kong to the maxi max.really need to "grown" up with all the stoo-pid "plor-bum" .seriously,stop your nonsense.

On a side note,anniversary is round the corner ;) but no money.still got honey or not?

2011-03-02T03:10:00.001-08:00

Birthday 5k word report!!

2011-01-21T10:23:00.000-08:00

Seriously,i seldom blog as you can see,but theres always an exception,like now,where i will be blogging,a very long one,be warned!A long quote from the internet to start the ball rolling...

"True friendship needs compromises, sacrifices and helping attitude towards each other. Sometime we becomes more demanding and always expect that a friend will always agree to your viewpoint but this is wrong attitude and you should never expect too much. When you become dependent on someone whether he is your friend actually you are demanding more than needed.

However, friendship is other form of love. It is in no terms less than love. If you have true friendship you will love your friend more than any other thing in this world but this world is materialistic so first test and evaluate than go ahead with friendship. People are really lucky who find good friends."

Firstly,i would like to take this opportunity to thank all who have been compromising,sacrificing your time or whatsoever & always there to lend me a helping hand.Without you guys,there wont be the Fh wong u see today,i can never thank you guys enough for your support and encouragement all along.

Next,I would like to apologise to all that i might have indirectly offended you guys,by sometimes expecting too much,probably being too dependent on you all thats why,this is something i hope to improve on in this coming year,i hope to see your understanding and forgiveness in this,sometimes really bo bian,desperate thats why will come bug you all for help,but despite me being so irritating,you guys still give me your utmost support at the end,really very touched for your kind help!

& yea,this year,despite hearing so much backstabbing,hyprocrites,liars around me,im still really lucky to find out that i have more true friends around me & i love you guys more than words can say ;) you know who you are.like seriously,i just dont know how to express myself in words thats why some might have misunderstand me in the process.

Next is about my Thai bento business..

After the day of sales,i have not really have a proper time to sit down and write a proper note of appreciation for ALL who came to support.Some travelling all the way from various parts of the country,despite having no school,but still turned up to buy a drink or bento to support us,really nothing more i can say other than 'thanks!!".Teachers who came down,friends from other schools,even a stranger who become now my elder sister also rushed down to buy in between her lunch break,really gandong dao!

But special thanks to my team-mates,who put in 101% of their best effort in making this business a success.Jiayi ,my bro,for all the eng writing thing and running around the world.Gengtao for the float and orchids!!Fiona,my love,who is also the cashier-accountant of the day.Sorry for making you angry with my harsh tone,but really you did a great job in my eyes,minus the angry me part :P want to thank all 3 of em for giving me their full support,and not giving up halfway which we almost did,luckily & personally,i think our effort paid off and i myself have learn and benefitted alot from this I&E experience,hope you guys too enjoyed yourself!Also to aru,michael,tun,shuying for your advice on e business & catering help,sorry to bring abt any inconvenience to you all if theres any ya!

Woah abit emo leh,hit 20 le,no more 9-TEEN or any TEEN liao,adult le,or uncle le,sad dao!reason for being sad is that,ive wasted my life away,ppl 20 years old got own business,play stock market,while me 20 years old,no business,no cash,no licence ,no car,everything dont have,dont need say stock market,go supermarket also not enough money liao,all used up buy hamper le :P

Feel so-unsuccessful til date,one of my birthday wish is to open a f&b cafe/restaurant and be my own boss,rather than work for others but still lots of hardwork and planning have to be done mann!!anyway,thanks to all for the lil choc cake surprise at the jap restaraunt just now.Like before,i feel so weird whenever someone sing a birthday song for me,just weird,but still thanks!haha,it was a great dinner w all,just that funny that i buy hamper for bday girl,in e end,i tio surprise w bday cake.From the moment we sit for the meal til we leave,i think we sang the bday song at least 5 times?LOL.

& yeap,some of u all are asking,"eh this your no more bbq,no more chalet,no more drinking ar" haha,answer is :so old le,no more energy for such things liao,haha of coz just an excuse luh.like nowadays so stress,so thinking go 1 night cruise lepak lepak,kannasai,like seriously kannasai,no bros or whoever go play with me,my bday also bo give face,lol.make me so sad,must go play alone,hope got bday luck sia,haha.But good thing,my love is there to accompany me talk cork & lepak,but dont think she will support me gamble ba,it will be a good idea if she does,but will she?willingly?LOL.

Alrighte guys,im looking forward to my Bangkok trip with you fun ppl & also the 1 that im gg with my family,mayb a cambodia trip at the end of march also.Thanks for reading yea,all the best to everyone in the coming year,for those go intern,to HUAT big and may your boss love you many many,for those studying to HUAT by getting results that they 1,& also HUAT big for those working currently,all the best in your career and all!Most imptly,all to stay in the pink of health & happy everyday.Lastly,thanks for being my friend once again :) Life will never be as great without you all.

Bangkok Glass my love team

2010-11-13T09:52:00.000-08:00

top striker injured,best assist cum striker cant play due to suspension,another defender suspended too,leave the team w only 15 ppl,while tampines got back their national player midfield from china & only 2 others suspended,others on top form.

im very worried for the fate of bg regarding tmr match,but i think nobody could be more worried than they themselved,so i srsly hope they will put in their best fight.

I hope what i decide tmr will make me not to regret,im sry bangkok glass,i cant see u play 1st half,but will make it all up for you when im back,i will give me 101% best cheer for u!do stay strong for first half yea!

Cant wait for tmr ;)

backbone

2010-10-24T09:41:00.000-07:00

scared but what to do?

Happy man

2010-10-14T22:18:00.000-07:00

14th Oct 2010,

After a year of hardwork, finally happy to hear Boss's encouragement and advice for me,at least my hardwork pays off and God has eyes to see it :D i felt a sense of achievement,a sudden strength that came at the right time to keep my passion going (:

Thank you,Mr A!

:D

whats life without alittle gamble

2010-07-06T03:25:00.000-07:00

sometimes,life's just like that.

Not every journey is a smooth one.Some going against all odds.

But what matters is that when you're hardest hit,
its when things go wrong that you musn't quit.

so,Im sticking to the fight ,standing up firmly to my stand & have faith in the Germs & Holland boys to reassure me of what i strongly believe in.

tell me,that I win.

生活上的朋友

2010-06-07T23:32:00.000-07:00

朋友就是無形中伴你走過風雨，永遠支持你的力量
朋友就是一種無法言喻的美好感覺
朋友就是在別人面前永遠護著你的那個人
朋友就是即使是一點小感動，一點小事情都想一起分享
朋友就是當你抱頭痛哭的時候，扶著你肩膀的那個人
朋友就是當你面對人生挫折時，一直緊握你的那雙手

生活就像一座城, 时常会满城风雨~
但却能给我们成长~
天气时晴时阴, 很多东西都会过去, 最重要是享受过程和珍惜...
不管有多忙碌你都要好好照顾自己!
别累坏身体噢^^

希望給等待的人,
健康給付出的人,
夢想給快樂的人,
友情給信任的人,
愛心給慈善的人.
我給你的是.........
祝福:
愿你事事順意!天天快樂!
嘻嘻,要快樂噢!

天上星♥亮晶晶
认识你♥很开心
星空里♥万颗星
有一颗♥是我心
想我时♥找星星
失眠时♥数星星
许愿时♥等流星
祝福你♥永开心

送你一只小蜜蜂，愿你上班也轻松；
送你一只大青蛙，愿你天天笑哈哈；
送你一只美蜻蜓，愿你天天好心情；
最后送你开心果，没空也要想想我

INEEDTORUN

2010-05-28T13:22:00.000-07:00

I just realise life's definitely seems more interesting than before.

I want to & have yet to but going to ..

(1)get a kayaking certificate
(2)get a driving license
(3)Learn Bboy
(4)improve on my guitar skills
(5)travel around the world lepaking

After the exams,hope to spend more time playing back bball,my primary school sport :D
Definitely more prawning sessions with bros!

kbox also! want to learn some singing skills, who willing to teach me?

White boots girl just catch my eye! Latest eye candy :P
The suspense I felt, always hoping to catch you online,this kind of feeling, I like :)
JS, never feel me draw a smile on my face,love you girls & the music!
Simply inspire me to keep playing the guitar :D
*Haha,your actions,your black face,your everything simply couldnt stop me from keep loving you [(sleep early stupid,if youre reading,i know you are ;) ]

Got this korea vid to share w you all,im not a korea siaos,but this seriously you need to watch,
the guy de body hot like siaos,the girls body,see liao can nose bleed.
kua zhang?see it for yourself.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EiheWWaWApc&feature=related

*i personally like the girl in white at the start ;)

Jiayou Fh Wong!! May myself pass all the 3 exams :)
hope to start revising soon,focus boy!

donate me money for running shoes,
i will run everyday :D :D

Believe me,then youre a fool! HAHA

siaos

2010-05-07T08:08:00.000-07:00

i am not scared,
because your crazyness needs to be stop.
who can blanja me internet to use in the future?

Libra-ree

2010-04-28T03:27:00.000-07:00

What a significant moment,dont you think so?
My very first time voluntarily step into the library,
always been there to either visit to kajiao friend or for other non academic reasons,
but now,im trying very hard to get started to revise IFP.
i guess its always the first step thats hard,will try,
my very best not to fail IS.
alrighte,i shall get going and START :D

Backka back back

2010-04-15T10:13:00.000-07:00

Hey blog,

Ive finally got time for this.

Times flies & many things happen,got a feeling this was one of my busiest holiday,which is good,rather than spend my life nua-ing at home.first was work,sch,work,baoc planning,then SC planning,then Cambodia,then trm camp,then Baoc,then post trip which is today.so busy!!

Its kinda sad that today's mark the end of the whole cambodia trip,our official post trip gathering at sentosa,lucky the sand was shallow,if not i would have drowned many many times.

To Love & To Serve taught me how to serve with hands and hearts. I went and came back realising how fortunate we are, understood the beautiful meaning of simplicity and be contented with everything we have. We shared quality time serving and i would like to say that we not only served the less fortunates over there, we served each other as team mates. We learned how to compromise to different individuality and we learnt how to serve selflessly to one another.

Through this journey, I'm proud to say that all of us not only found soul mates among the team, we also worked hands in hands, overcame difficulties, shared the pains, shared the laughters, shared the experience together and we made a difference in each other's life.

Ive learned alot through out this period of time,i think i got tougher,not physically but mentally,but i still doubt myself,is there anyway i could be tougher when it comes to academic,GPAs?I really hope i could buck up (need my bros & sis help me :P) and get back my rocking class.

Seriously,its so sad scrubbing halfway,having to go and make that terrible phone call,hearing the results,yet i have to act like nothing happen,and go back scrubbing,but in my heart,every second,i just felt so sad more & more,but who to blame but myself for not studying hard enough?hmmm.haha born to be a retainee i guess,you can say,sec 3 retain,come poly retain,later go army also retain!

Gay but i have to say,seriously,i miss TR02,i miss everyone in there,i miss my Salasa gang :D
Hope you guys wont see me as an outsider of the class,althou i might not be o2 now,but my heart forever is,i can assure you that,"although im nobody,im nothing & not the govt"

But will try my very best to be ack in o2 just like will be back in Cambodia next year :)

I have to say,going for the cambodia trip,not as a sch trip,but as a student initiated one is hell of a cool.It was a very wonderful experience & ive seriously learnt alot throughout the months,working so hard,working my balls for it,disappointing my friends that care about me,i dont want to explain to you guys why im working so hard,coz u guys wont understand the passion that made me want to help the kids this much.i can only gain ur trust & bring you guys there to experience it for yourself.from what i know,fh wong,i love the cambodia life,slow & simple nothing too fast paced or complicated,but what to do,im back here in Singapore.just slow for this once,and im left all the way behind.

Im happy today,because my dream has been achieve,to travel before 20 years old myself,without parents,(backpacking style) which i similarly did.

What's next to my goal in life now?hmmmm

Please advise,should i work,should i not when sch starts?
if i dont work,how can i support myself?

need 1k to go cambodia,1k to visit bangkok,1k to learn driving,haha!
yea driving,you never see wrongly,dont know why.just got the sudden urge for it,hehe.

But how ,"brother no money no money" (sark's tone) haha :)

Sometimes,people asked what religion am i?
I always reply them with a song title by my favorite Thai Rockstar,Sek Loso, that "Love is my Religion"

Link HERE
Just the music,not music video.

A song that i like the meaningful lyrics alot.

i come from poor country,i come from poor family
i come from small city,but i

i dont need that money
i dont need that passport
i dont need that army,but i

ive seen too much blood and war
dream of peace is hardcore
tell me whats to die for,cause i

i dont want,anger or tear
live in love or live in fear!

Love is my religion.

2010-04-04T05:35:00.002-07:00

Learn more about Cambodia HERE!

2010-04-04T05:35:00.001-07:00

Learn more about Cambodia here!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YUaqatEF4EM&feature=related

everything i do

2010-03-21T20:15:00.000-07:00

Look into my eyes - you will see
What you mean to me
Search your heart - search your soul
And when you find me there you'll search no more

Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for
You know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

Look into your heart - you will find
There's nothin' there to hide
Take me as I am - take my life
I would give it all - I would sacrifice

Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you

There's no love - like your love
And no other - could give more love
There's nowhere - unless you're there
All the time - all the way

Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for
I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more
I would fight for you - I'd lie for you
Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you

Ya know it's true
Everything I do - I do it for you
---------------------------------------------
"Dont let the team stress the purpose of the trip"
Short sentence but well said,
lucky for the advice,if not i might have done the wrong things & hurt ppl's feelings.

Haha,but still,ive learnt alot already even before the trip.
Organizing events do still need alot of effort to be put in,despite me being so familar with what im doing,& problems just keep surfacing.

But if Im like another kid in town that keep pushing the blame around,or keep dwelling on it & make yourself feel so terrible but doing nothing,then i would not have been Fh Wong.

To me,its a team,so i dont mind covering up here and there,
but its so discouraging when i cant even earn teammate's support,
so stressing sometimes,make me feel shag likka dog.

But yeap,reason that im holding on,
its nothing to do with im mentally strong or what,
whenever i wanna giv up on this trip,
i just rmb the happy times i spend with the kids there,
& my passion gets stronger & stronger to make it a smooth and safe trip for all that have em-place their trust with me.

Its just so sad,
dont you think so,
if their govt cant do much to help em,
if we dont start doing sth,
we can never help em
& we are both living the the same world,but totally 'different' in lifestyle
do the kids deserve this?they are so innocent
its cause by selfish ppl who believe in war that could solve the problem
& take a look,this is what you did to the country who is once strong in economy doing rice trading.

I agree we are sometimes limited by own factors,but sorry,
i chose to challenge it & hopefully overcome it.
Time shall prove if all effort that ive invested is worthwhile.

TO LOVE & TO SERVE.
im coming for you,Cambodia!

win

2010-03-08T10:27:00.000-08:00

where are you when i need you best?

this is a very superficial world,phew
at least i would be leaving here for a good whole week.

I srsly dont get it why are ppl trying to put you down
when you wanna help others so badly,
no link just like you and me.

lemon tree

2010-02-21T03:33:00.000-08:00

Someday ,I wanna be a PUNK rockstar..!!
:D :D

2010-02-12T00:37:00.000-08:00

guys,will do a proper post soon.
i still owe everyone a post bday post,knn!
bye off to esplanade,
not to work this time but attend marist concert.

ONCE A MARIST,FOREVER A "RACER".

2010-02-09T23:25:00.000-08:00

I LOVE TR02!!!!! ♥

i did it my way

2010-01-14T09:03:00.000-08:00

Hello!

Sometimes have you asked yourself if you really want to carry on forward during times when you felt so helpless & the reason for doing so?

Up til now since few months ago, I have been working my life off like a dog, although is no hard work when compared to those of a construction worker, but i still exchange my sweat for the few dollars that may seem so insignificant to you,sacrificing my time for study (like real i will study,but at least i could slp at home during these few hours rather than work righte?)

Future lies in my own hand,i chose every single 1 of it & i nvr regret.
But why do i still choose to work?

Firstly for my own survival,i couldnt possibly be eating grass for every meal, even if i do,there will definitely be no more grass in singapore some day due to my big & heavy appetite.

Secondly,all i want is a real goooood acoustic guitar that i wanted to buy for myself for my 19th bday,i was chionging for it,but still money is never enough.

I really love music alot, especially the acoustic sound nowadays.Really the best way to express myself, some thing that i really like doing other than sleeping.IF i really could afford the time, i would definitely attempt at song writing & composing,but what now? i dont even have the fucking time to practice guitar covers,how sad is it.

i cant do things that i like,yet im so called force to do things that i dislike
attending certain tutorials & lectures for the sake of not getting barred for exam,
what fuck sia,you call yourself a successful tutor/lecturer.

I just didnt like this feeling,i felt helpless sometimes.

But what can i do?i couldnt possibly give up this passion of mine,impossible.

Now im coming 19 soon,
1 of my dream is to go for a backpack tour w friends before 20,
& now i have only 1 more year to achieve it,
possible or not,i dont know,really.

There are just some things not meant for you to be completed alone,
everything in this world has its own reason for being there at that very moment,

Tbh,
ive had enough of projects.likka serious

i now see no motivation of doing it,
when i start seeing my efforts on the way to hell,
gg down the drain,what for i continue right?

got lucky w previous 2 tests,
but i just got the bad feeling that my "the day before exam" study trick wont work this time,i dont know why mayb becoz statistics showed,the previous time my 2nd exam all flung like dog.

Alrighte fh wong,youre now in this state,
turn right,jam
turn left,stuck
go forward,crash
"gost-tunn",fall

ohkayy,i need my jack daniel w coke,
goodbye!

**i didnt choose to escape the reality by drinking,if anyone of you are thinking of this.
i just chose to pause the game & be back ready to fuck anything,anyone that block fh wong's way

I chose the life option of :going forward,crash but the right way

In Love or not.

2010-01-12T21:13:00.000-08:00

Whether you’re in love or not, I think this could be applicable to any kind of relationship: family, friends, significant other. It’s a good read.

TRUST

Trust is a very important factor for all relationships. When trust is broken, it is the end of the relationship. Lack of trust leads to suspicion, suspicion generates anger, anger causes enmity and enmity may result in separation.

A telephone operator told me that one day she received a phone call. She answered, “Public Utilities Board.” There was silence. She repeated, “PUB.” There was still no answer. When she was going to cut off the line, she Heard a lady’s voice, “Oh, so this is PUB. Sorry, I got the number from my Husband’s pocket but I do not know whose number it is.”

Without mutual trust, just imagine what will happen to the couple if the telephone operator answered with just “hello” instead of “PUB”…

NO POINTING FINGERS

A man asked his father-in-law, “Many people praised you for a successful marriage. Could you please share with me your secret?” The father-in-law answered in a smile, “Never criticize your wife for her shortcomings or when she does something wrong. Always bear in mind that because of her shortcomings and weaknesses, she could not find a better husband than you.”

We all look forward to being loved and respected. Many people are afraid of losing face. Generally, when a person makes a mistake, he would look around to find a scapegoat to point the finger at.

This is the start of a war.

We should always remember that when we point one finger at a person, the other four fingers are pointing at ourselves.

If we forgive the others, others will ignore our mistake too.

CREATING PERFECT RELATIONSHIPS?

A person visited the government matchmaker for marriage, SDU, and requested “I am looking for a spouse. Please help me to find a suitable one.” The SDU officer said, “Your requirements, please.” “Oh, good looking, polite, humorous, sporty, knowledgeable, good in singing and dancing. Willing to accompany me the whole day at home, during my leisure hour & if I don’t go out. Telling me interesting stories when I need companion for conversation and be silent when I want to rest.”

The officer listened carefully and replied, “I understand you need television.”

There is a saying that a perfect match can only be found between a blind wife and a deaf husband, because the blind wife cannot see the faults of the husband and the deaf husband cannot hear the nagging of the wife.

Many couples are blind and deaf at the courting stage and dream of perpetual perfect relationship. Unfortunately, when the excitement of love wears off, they wake up and discover that marriage is not a bed of roses.

The nightmare begins.

NO OVERPOWERING

Many relationships fail because one party tries to overpower another, or demands too much. People in love tend to think that love will conquer all and their spouses will change the bad habits after marriage.

Actually, this is not the case. There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that “It is easier to reshape a mountain or a river than a person’s character.” It is not easy to change. Thus, having high expectation on changing the spouse character will cause disappointment and unpleasantness.

It would be less painful to change ourselves and lower our expectations.

RIGHT SPEECH

There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that “A speech will either prosper or ruin a nation.”

Many relationships break off because of wrong speech.

When a couple is too close with each other, we always forget mutual respect and courtesy. We may say anything without considering if it would hurt the other party.

A friend and her millionaire husband visited their construction site.

A worker who wore a helmet saw her and shouted, “Hi, Emily! Remember me? We used to date in the secondary school.” On the way home, her millionaire husband teased her, “Luckily you married me. Otherwise you will be the wife of a construction worker.” She answered, “You should appreciate that you married me. Other wise, he will be the millionaire and not you.”

Frequently exchanging these remarks plants the seed for a bad relationship. It’s like a broken egg - cannot be reversed.

PERSONAL PERCEPTION

Different people have different perception. One man’s meat could be another man’s poison.

A couple bought a donkey from the market. On the way home, a boy commented, “Very stupid. Why neither of them ride on the donkey? “Upon hearing that, the husband let the wife ride on the donkey. He walked besides them.

Later, an old man saw it and commented, “The husband is the head of family. How can the wife ride on the donkey while the husband is on foot?” Hearing this, the wife quickly got down and let the husband ride on the donkey.

Further on the way home, they met an old Lady. She commented, “How can the man ride on the donkey but let the wife walk. He is no gentleman.” The husband thus quickly asked the wife to join him on the donkey.

Then, they met a young man. He commented, “Poor donkey, how can you hold up the weight of two persons. They are cruel to you.” Hearing that, the husband and wife immediately climbed down from the donkey and carried it on their shoulders. It seems to be the only choice left. Later, on a narrow bridge, the donkey was frightened and struggled.

They lost their balance and fell into the river.

You can never have everyone praise you, nor will everyone condemn you. Never in the past, not at present, and never will be in the future. Thus, do not be too bothered by others words if our conscience is clear.

BE PATIENT

This is a true story which happened in the States. A man came out of his home to admire his new truck. To his puzzlement, his three-year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shiny paint of the truck. The man ran to his son, knocked him away, hammered the little boy’s hands into pulp as punishment.

When the father calmed down, he rushed his son to the hospital. Although the doctor tried desperately to save the crushed bones, he finally had to amputate the fingers from both the boy’s hands. When the boy woke up from the surgery & saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently said, “Daddy, I’m sorry about your truck.” Then he asked, “but when are my fingers going to grow back?”

The father went home & committed suicide.

Think about this story the next time someone steps on your feet or you wish to take revenge.

Think first before you lose your patience with someone you love.

Trucks can be repaired. Broken bones & hurt feelings often can’t. Too often we fail to recognize the difference between the person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge.

People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.

2010-01-12T09:00:00.000-08:00

Troubled Fh.
Should i take up the challenge?
Pls advice.

ah fa

2010-01-10T00:43:00.000-08:00

What i most feel like doing now...

What i feel like facing now...

reminiscing the happy moments...

how you would get so exhausted after wrestling w me

pinning you down,having you once so close to me

you always seems oh-so happy when you let me win the wrestle

if only these could last forever

days when youre not around me for breakfast

even for supper...

i know you would be happy that i finally graduate

if only i could offer you a toast..

21st December 2009,
you ought to be 8 years old now boy

thats 1 of the night that i cant fall to slp irregardless of what,
the day after where i bought you the strawberry cake
where my room filled with that sweet scent.
i know you love me feeding you popcorn,
but not anymore chance to do so.

now that youre gone,
whose gonna accompany me when im bored?
whose gonna listen patiently to me
when i practice on the guitar ?
whose gonna bear all my ugly singing in the room?
whose gonna be around my legs when im having my meals?
whose gonna help me finish my supper at late night?
whose gonna share the pasamalam popcorn w me?
whose gonna wrestle me & let me win?
who can i play your favorite rubber ball with?
whose gonna slp at the area near my legs everynight?
whose gonna lick me awake to go to sch?

who who & who?

now that youre gone,
i felt so not protected,
i felt so hurt.
mayb because im so used to you being around me,
being always there for me,

like during my moody days,
tired moments,
upset times,
even when i go out of love,

you wouldnt say anything,
but just looking at me in the eyes,
is good enough.

somehow i dont know why,
whenever im in trouble or when im down,
you always knew.

& there you will be,
by my side,
supporting me through
without asking if im right or wrong.
thats how loyal you are.
you never fails to be away from me.

You was always around for me during my darkest time,
but i did not do so otherwise.
others see me as a big bastard,
but i know deep down you understand
& never did you blame me for it,

& that made me felt even worse.

i never regret what ive did,
because i know you would love to see the success in me 1 day,
and not being ruin due to this matter.

someday,
i will do you proud,
i promise.

i love you,popeye
always my love.

most loyal friend of mine,
never forget the fun times tgt.

big BANG of the year 2010:

the Salasa,
unstoppable when provoked,
coming your way ;)

got the hint? *winks winks

Shiokkkubutso!

2009-12-20T10:56:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I slept at ...

1am-11am : shiok only
11am-12noon : instant noodle time! { lagi Shiok }
12noon - 4pm: sleep again! :Shiok to the MAX.!
4pm-5pm: chicken rice time! (shiok dao buaysai shiok liao)
5pm-10pm : chionging Tiberian Sun (imba Shiok)
10pm-11pm: bath + mix vege rice ( shiok bo? )
11pm-3am: back to TS (shiok til cui,so now come blog,then ki kun liao!)

If only im not scared of ....IF only.

so fail

2009-12-19T08:10:00.001-08:00

So fail. Be bad at things.
Be embarrassed. Be afraid.
Be vulnerable.
Go out on a limb or two or twelve, & you will fall & it’ll hurt.
But the harder you fall, the farther you will rise.
The louder you fail, the clearer your future becomes.

Failure is a gift, welcome it.

There are people who spend their whole lives wondering
how they became the people they became,
how certain chances passed them by,
why they didn’t take the road less traveled

Those people aren’t you.

You have front row seats to your own transformation,
& in transforming yourself,
you might even transform the world.
& it will be electric,

& I promise you it will be terrifying.
Embrace that;
embrace the new person you’re becoming.

This is your moment.

I promise you, it is now, now,
not two minutes from now, not tomorrow,
but really now

Own that; know that deep in your bones.
& go to sleep every night knowing that,
wake up every morning remembering that.
& then…keep going.further.

Me ♥ failures now.YAY.!!

bad romance

2009-12-14T07:38:00.000-08:00

Sometimes when things get so busy,
you tend to forget your own beliefs,
lost faith in yourself gradually.

its time to start the engine.
all is not lost.

i have a few thousands words here

2009-12-12T20:01:00.000-08:00

Yong Tau Hoo Breakfast

2009-12-10T08:16:00.000-08:00

Today's a good day as i fell in the toilet.just laugh thanks.
Never once did i detest BMGT practical,love it to the max.

its great to see your own effort not wasted afterall the time invested in it.

stoning for 2hrs is torture.

2009-12-08T20:35:00.000-08:00

i came to the MAEC class today not because i wanna listen but because my love wants me to.

felt like Christmas

2009-12-04T09:13:00.000-08:00

I feel like its snowing out there,
as i blast some music ,
roll myself up with the blanket,
lying comfortably on my bed ,with the aircon blowing at me.
Sleeping.

Shiok only.

yvonne,james,leiyi,mel,jolynn: Linked ya ppl,thanks for visiting :D
Rmb to link me too yea!

yping:upset that i did not manage my time well ):

huiwen:yea mann,got juice glass also,mixture.after that i scared to whole tray liao sia.

Changing Lifes Once again

2009-11-29T08:11:00.000-08:00

i feel very disappointed with myself,sighs ):

Santa's Snowball

2009-11-26T10:11:00.000-08:00

Poster designer:Louis Tan
Idea with courtesy from Fh.

Thankewww Bro Once again :D

Broken Cups Shattered Glass

2009-11-24T06:57:00.000-08:00

YO guess what people.??

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I BROKE&SPILL THE ENTIRE TRAY OF WINE GLASS TODAY,
OH MY GOSHHHHHHHHHHHH..!!!!

Although nobody reprimanded me,
but i still feel bad & guilty.
EMBARESSED ttm please..!!!

But still,i have to say..
its a good experience,
i just had mine,when's yours..?? :D

I ♥ working @ Creative :D

its time for a clean start once again after the shattered broken glasses.

Everything I Own

2009-11-22T04:47:00.000-08:00

Hey kids,

I really hope you ppl still rmb Brother Fh,up til today.
Gimme time,im working hard to get my ass back there.

Cambodia,i miss you.
Cambodia kids,i love you.

This beautiful song is for you all.
Check the link out yo!
I would be doing a cover of this soon when i have the time ;)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=68u0NUNNyww

I would give anything I own
Give up my life, my heart, my home
I would give ev'rything I own
Just to have you back again

You taught me how to love
What it's of, what it's of
You never said too much
But still you showed the way
And I knew from watching you
Nobody else could ever know
The part of me that can't let go

Recordings

2009-11-14T00:25:00.000-08:00

Some of my recordings for the day :D

Worth the money?Or not.

2009-11-08T20:32:00.000-08:00

Hey guys,happen to see this while waiting for shuttle bus to sch.
Compare it to the Cambodia rainbow.

Had Siam Kitchen for dinner on Thursday.

Sat Gym + Hg Plaza Beef Steak
It looks simple,but taste as good or even better than Aston's.
No joke,8 bucks and thats yours.medium rare YUMMY :D

Inhale Exhale x2

2009-11-03T05:19:00.000-08:00

Mac breakfast,badminton,run!!

Almost black out during the last lap,
the sun is what the fuck,trust me.
gonna start keeping fit mann,motivated.

it feels good to know that its a school day tomorrow
but you are not gonna be present :D

Hope i get the job after the interview tmr, Al dente.!!!

Did i just mention that im gonna lose weight?
Of course i am,
& thats my dinner for today .
Carlsberg :D

Teh saves the day

2009-11-02T07:50:00.000-08:00

uh ha,guess what people?!

Bmgt was sucha bore.
lucky teh called & i left the lt to crap w her.
shes being sucha bad influence to me,sighs...what a bitch.!! :P
but still, shes MY savior of e day,wahahha :D

Finally got back my songbook,tuner & capo..!!
Gonna start practicing guitar soooooon,i swear.

First hg curry rice visit since i came back from cambodia,
SHIOKAHHHH..!!!!

How great can this be,
they discriminate me with a smile on their face.
& i say,thanks.

Thai Mango

2009-11-01T06:11:00.000-08:00

munching sliced thai mango in my mouth now while typing this post,
yummy yummy..!!

hey tro2,
wanna tell you all this,
that i love you all to the max :D
FOR THE WIN..!!!

seriously random,
but i feel so HAPPPPPPY today for idk why too :D :D

im on the top of the world looking down on creation
& the only explanation that i can find
is the love that ive found
ever since you been around
your love put me at the top of the world

Reflections

2009-10-31T06:07:00.000-07:00

Appreciation.

Ive learnt how to appreciate things better in Phnom Penh.Studying is like a 'luxury' for the kids in Cambodia,instead of being a 'necessity' like what is happening in Singapore.Having that priviledge ,yet we did not make full good use of what is provided for us.Unlike the kids,their enthusiasm for studies that ive seen while teaching them in the Chinese enrichment class,'woke 'me up.

Simple meals that we ate over there also reminds me about the importance of food wastage which is quite common among youths in Singapore & also the availability of large variety of good food we have in Singapore ,.I must now learn how to better appreciate & be thankful of what we have over here in Singapore.

Throughout the working & planning process,more or less there are bound to be difficulties and problems that start surfacing,but no matter what,the kids will still have a solution to it to help me after i let them know of the various problems.Its never easy being a leader,whats more its my first time.But lucky for me,theres Jul to guide me as days past & honestly ive learned alot from her.Thankyou jul!

Therefore i say,Friendship isn't about whom you have known the longest... It's about
who came, and never left your side.The cambodian kids are just like the stars in the sky,they are always there no matter what.in the night or my darkest time,they shine brightly for me.While in the day,I cant see the stars,but I know that they are somewhere up there looking after me.

Regarding my experience at Siem Reap building the basketball,I have a short story to share whereby i bet most of us might have heard of this before when we are young,but im one of the lucky few ones that have the chance of experiencing it.

"It takes one not much effort to break just one chopstick into half,but when you have 1 big bundle of them together.Not only you are unable to break them up,instead you can make good use of them to improve & do something beneficial like how we serve Cambodia.

"One for all & all for one,Unity and thats the word."

We all came as individuals,we are strangers to one another,but through bonding and the trip,we stick together like the bundle of chopsticks ,like a team, achieve goals & targets together like how we scrub our lifes off the wall,lacquer and then paint them,how we mix the cement before we pass it around to build the basketball court.All these couldnt be achieve if we dont see everybody as ONE big serve team."human chain,human chain ,lai lai lai"

Through this trip,not only ive found new friends both in the team and in cambodia but most importantly,ive found myself.Trust me,if you have know me long enough before the trip, im a pure slacker that laze around all day,i must admit that,but i was so motivated to reach the target set for building the basketball court,that i unknowingly changed.

Whenever I feel like giving up,I will remember why I held on for so long in the first place.For the kids in cambodia.I tell myself,since ive come all the way here,lucky to be the chosen few ,been through the interviews and camp,why give up?My mind just wouldnt allow myself to rest ,knowing the fact that we almost couldnt finish building the basketball court in time,but my body soon gave way a little.

What we could do to help cambodia as an individual is already so limited ,whats more we have to race against time,all these gave me the sudden energy boost to persevere on til the end of the project & never give up.Like the cambodia kids,despite their country having such a history,they still stand strong and carry on with life,so why should i give up when i only had some minor physical challenge compared to the difficulties they faced & the psychological barriers they have to overcome.

I also learnt to be more thankful especially to the people who care for me throughout the trip,with our medic,Isabel,helping me out with the plasters and all with the many little blisters that ive got throughout my feet and hands.& also to ms teo ,who kept feeding us with water to keep us hydrated while working under the hot sun.

I rmb theres this distinct incident whereby i wanted to carry on helping out with the scooping of cement after i put the plasters and all,but ms teo stopped me & took over me.I felt so useless at that point but at the same time i felt so touched by her words.She said that she will stop working,only after i do.

I bet this is actually what the kids in Cambodia want from us,not big expensive bungalows,million dollar cash nor a Ferrari car,but actually our love & care because it feels great knowing someone that you may not be so closed with at first,to care for you.Like what ive experienced,I felt like im at the top of the world.

Flashback alittle,i still remember Mr ben tan's advice to us before the trip,is to bring our cupful of water over there,pour it all out,before we can pour in more water.I did it,ive pour all that ive got in the cup,and now im flooded with unconditional love,concern & care from the cambodia kids & my amazing serve team.

Touching Hearts,Building Life.
Serve Cambodia 2009 FOR THE WIN..!!
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Looking forward to post trip & meeting you guys in school!
Thanks for everything :D